2:27 AM.
I’m not up late, I’ve slept. 7PM to 2AM gives me 7 hours’
sleep, an hour more than I need. Normal hours for me. I think Lee gets
disgusted when I fail to attend his plays at night. He doesn’t believe the
excuse that I lose all connection with the conscious world at a time when most
people are just getting started. But it works for me. Carla has a night shift
at the hospital, so she’s not here anyway.
Sleeping through the early evening allows me to avoid the
frenzy that so many eagerly dive into. That way I get several hours of quiet
time before the first rumblings of service and delivery trucks demand
attention. The 3AM freight train noisily snorts up the rails through town, a
comforting kind of white noise in the distance, the engineer in sync with my
own hours. By the time his last graffiti splashed car approaches the North end
of the city, a pervasive quiet rolls back in, carrying its own identity. It
isn’t so much the absence of clutter as it is a brief connection with an alternate
reality. Like floating in space, an astronaut with no tether, a sleep
deprivation chamber that covers everything, a giant cone of silence.
I own it all, the other daytime players are down. Humans,
dogs, frogs, bees, birds… deep in a REM coma. It’s as if a crop duster sprayed
a cloud of KO gas, an incapacitating agent, over the land. At least briefly,
I’m immune. Only the plants and trees silently flex their muscles.
The dogs and I harness each other up, taking a long walk
around the loop. A curving asphalt trail leads us to the rear of the Cold Cow
Ice Cream store. Dumpsters vomit out what their stomachs can’t hold, spotlighted
under security lights that appropriately paint the area jaundice yellow.
Holding my breath in protest, we hurry past, breaking into a trot as the dark
woods extend their arms to welcome us back into the natural world.
Home again, an early breakfast of pineapple with sausage,
washed down by a brew of scalding black Columbian, jump starts my daylight
hours, a transition of sorts.
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